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"Study of a birch tree in Autumn" by Hilary J. England, 2014 8" x 10" oil on canvas |
It's been a while. I have had a great many things that went on since my return from Romania, and to be honest, I truly needed a breather. I went to California, and tried to just decompress from everything, visiting with my sister, and that was very helpful, so when I cam back here, it was baby steps back to getting everything back to an even balance, and feeling like the dust had finally settled.
Now, with the holidays approaching, I kind of feel a little numb and a little apprehensive. I don't know what tomorrow will bring, but neither do any of us, so I try to live in the day, and try not overthink things. Ultimately, God is in control of all things, and I used to be able to easily see that by going out into nature to witness the beauty of God's creation, and that usually keeps things in perspective for me at a core level, but for the last couple of months, I kept avoiding and putting off going out, like a feverish man avoiding a drink of water.....it just made no kind of sense! So, when I went out for the afternoon the other day, I just had such an urge to paint the beauty, that even my lethargy and "painter's block" couldn't stop it, and so, I painted this little study. It made me so happy while I was painting, it was such a relief in my innermost being, I just felt like I was bursting with joy in the moment, and for that, I am grateful that these things can still make me feel such contentedness.
So, here is the little painting I did: "Study of a birch tree in Autumn." Enjoy!